I've
always had health challenges because of genetic
conditions. But in 2003 I contracted West Nile Virus which left me
totally
disabled. I had to give up a career that I loved and every
day was just about dealing with the pain and the constant
challenges caused by the brain damage from encephalitis. I
had always been a left-brain dominant person...I did
bookkeeping, was a musician and had been working as a personal
trainer and nutritional consultant for many years. But
because I had never really developed my right brain through art,
I felt lost when my left brain was severely compromised.
It was similar to having a stroke.
My health continued to deteriorate and in 2008 I was
hospitalized with late stage pulmonary hypertension (a
constriction of the arteries in the lungs that causes heart
failure) as well as cancer. For the next few years I was
basically waiting to die. I was miserable physically and
emotionally. I asked God to give me a reason to want to
live, something to look forward to in spite of the pain.
In the spring of 2011 something happened that changed my
life. This is the story of how I became an artist:
Art for My Heart
A few months later the Pulmonary Hypertension Association
asked me to do a webinar as part of their Creative Expression
series. This is a link to that presentation:
I hope my story will encourage others
with debilitating health issues to consider art therapy as part
of their healing journey.
Jan
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